tornadoes are scary! especially in real life.

i had 5 different dreams this morning. a new one everytime i woke up and hit the snooze button on my alarm.

my computer desk got broke last night. I am sitting here on the floor typing cause my keyboard thingy is what broke. Anyway, point is, I had a dream this morning that JJ tried fixing it and he couldn't do it. Obviously that was a dream cause I am still sitting here o the floor with my keyboard. I wonder what that dream is about considering that JJ can do anything.

maybe it was a premonition Ben.

thats nice

i had a dream with lost people last night!!  we wernt doing anything lost related.  i was just hanging out with sawyer, kate, and jack.  i dont remember too much of it though.

i also had a lost dream a while ago.  we were trying to figure out what the smoke monster is and it turned out -- it was a train!!  lol i wooke up and started laughing.

What a coincidence, I had a Lost-related dream too this night. It was about Ben (Linus, not Bluben), really creepy dream... Still gives me the shivers!

A few days ago I really had a f**ked up dream, not lost-related.
I was going to play badminton with an old friend of mine. She had a racket for me, but I couldn't play well with it, so I said I was going to get mine (it was only 1 block away from my house). So I jogged a bit, and when I came back this happened:
This big guy comes out of nowhere, and punches and kicks me. I fall on the ground and he kicks me again, and starts hitting me with something hard. Then he takes a gun, and pointed it at me, he fired 2 times, but missed me, and all of a sudden the lights go out. After the 2 shots he ran out of ammo, he threw his gun out of me, and all of a sudden he's holding a shotgun! I was terrified, and hoped someone would stop him. But at the first moment no one did, and he held his shotgun to my face, I closed my eyes and hoped it would be over soon. But I just heard a click, he didn't put any ammo in it as well, so he kicked me in my stomach a few times. Then the people that were standing around us stopped him, they couldn't do it sooner because the lights were out and couldn't find him. I got some broken ribs and stuff like that, and for some reason I was all over the news.

What the hell kind of a dream is that? I'm having these strange and f**ked up dreams a lot lately. And I use to never had bad dreams! And the dream about Ben was even more f**ked up.. I can't even talk about it!

Ow and sorry for the bad language, I've censured it... Good enough?

Hmm.. Okay then, but just because I like whipped cream and cherries. And don't think I'm f**ked up or anything like that! It's just a sick dream.. Cant help it! And maybe it'll turn out not to be that sick, but I just think of it that way right now because I'm freaked about it. Ok here it goes...

In my dream, I was like Juliette in Lost. We were standing in some kind of dessert on an (the?) Island, I don't know who was there, but I know Ben was there. Some stuff had happened before that, but I can't remember what.
I see some planes heading our direction, and they fired a missile to our direction, it missed us, but it landed pretty close. I knew the people in the planes wanted us dead, and I knew Ben was the only one who could get me off the Island. I also knew he wasn't thinking of taking me with him... So we started running, there kept landing missiles behind us, and everywhere I passed I screamed to everyone they had to follow us if they wanted to live.
As the missiles kept coming, I really got terrified. I didn't want to die, and I was thinking what I could do to make sure I would survive. And I knew there was just one way, it gave me the shivers, but I knew that was my only chance of surviving, I had to give Ben what he wanted, so he would take me with him. While we were running, we came across a school, I think it was a kindergarden, full of children who were playing. I screamed they all had to follow us, like I had done before. But they were slower, fell alot, and I wanted to help them. But Ben said I had to forget about the kids, that I couldn't help them. At that moment we were standing still, while others were still running, and I thought by myself: It's now or never... And then I kissed Ben. It was horrible, I really didn't want to do it, but I knew he would never take me with him if I didn't do it. After that, he took my hand and we start running again. After a while, he took another road them everyone else was, and I looked behind me, and saw men, women and children running for their life. The missiles kept coming closer and closer, and a lot of people already died.
I was really sad , 'cause I knew everone was going die. But I wasn't, I had a ticket off the Island. I knew I would feel bad about it my entire life. Me and Ben arrived at a little plane of his, with only 2 seats in it. It seemed like some people followed us, and wanted to get on the plane too, but Ben kicked them off it.
And while we were flying, I started to feel more bad every second. I really regretted what I had done. I knew there was a big price I had to pay for it. I had to spend my entire life with Ben, plus the guilt of leaving all those people behind... I knew I would be very unhappy for the rest of my days, that Ben wouldn't leave me alone, and that eventually I would wish I didn't get off the Island.

Now how sick is that? I was really confused and freaked out when I woke up.

What did you dreamed then, when you were little?